turns out trying to blog the way i want might be a little harder of the way i had expected
todays been a pretty slow day at work and i havet lift a single finger on my tasks (luckily i had none, thank u corporate communication) so what better occasion to do something ive been wanting to do for a while?
blogging through code is a bit funky but it could be fun nonetheless, this will be a place for me to just write and being excruciatingly annoying! i want to guess how i can make more pages on the header on top so that i can make other sub sections and eventually learn how to make a proper landing page, in order to separate everything i want to do, from talking about music, from sharing about my stories (eventually making other websites about them because i had a webcomic format for some of them, others i just wanna share through text but im not the best writer so bear with me) and maybe trying a fun sketchbook code i saw ! if i can figure out how everything works.
i have to remind myself im doing this for myself and how fun revisiting internet could be, i havent opened twitter in a hot minute and i'll keep doing so, i keep saying i'll even deactivate my accounts but i have a hard time getting rid of a space ive been visiting since i was a teenager
i remember the times i used to just go on twitter to post the word "pussy" at random times of the day and just leave it at that, i miss feeling part of a community but i dont miss being in one. its a tough thought because it only brings back the saddest moments of my experiences online, rather than the happy ones, and there have been plenty!!! ive met some of the best people i know online, albeit we dont really talk much i always think about them and theyre still part of my life in a way or another, even just by proxy (if this sentence makes sense)
i'll keep personalising this at my own pace and it'll be a fun experience im sure! i will get sad, i will get happy, i will feel every emotion in the vocabulary but i will be me every step
i wanna fill this blog to the brim of silly raccoon drawings !!! and make it a happy place. even if its ugly :)
song of the day will be this:
i tried embedding the youtube upload of the song, we shall see if it works!